I haven't updated in forever....and this is why....
My friend Matt died, as I posted a few back, and I was just getting back to blogging even though I have been constant if not more prolific with my creative endeavors....and I was feeling as if my blog posts were fake. Talking about this or that craft, or a new process or whatever.....and not lingering on the fact that I am pretty lost in grief right now. I don't write because it doesn't seem true to my journey and what I am going through, and I am not sharing with the unknown public the gross details of what my brain and heart are up to. So, I will write when I can about what I can, but I won't if I can't be true, transparent, and vulnerable.
Ate logo.....until later.
I lost two sibs since last year in a 5 month span. First my brother and then 5 months later my sister.
ReplyDeleteGrief is such a lonely walk and some days it grips me so hard all I can do is nothing.
Take some time and I hope for you some peace in your heart and your head.
Sending prayers your way. Take all the time you need to grieve and work through things....we'll be here when you return.
ReplyDeleteCome back, come back, my creative friend.
ReplyDeleteHi Jerri, I am so sorry to learn of your grief. I hope that things will come together for you real soon. You sound like a very creative person and sometimes that's what it takes to heal. I have recently found your blog and am now following you, and will visit often. Please stop by my blog and perhaps you would like to follow me also. Have a wonderful day. Hugs, Chris
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